19 aprile 2007

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I felt very sick on Sunday Easter. I spent some days in hospital then I signed to go out against the doctors' suggestion. Now I am undergoing oxygen and pharmaceutical treatments.
I feel like I'm 80, I have higher pressure and my heart bumps abnormally. I spend my day doing absolutely nothing, having also a nap in the afternoon, and yet sleeping from 10PM to 8AM (I was used to sleep from 1AM to 11AM!).

I have put in "stand by" my life: school, thesis, work.
I am basically retired at home. I don't know the dyagnosis yet, I just need to rest.
So, there will probably be a black out on this blog.

I am fairly disappointed that the world goes on also without me, I have to work on this before is gets into bitterness. I also have considerable difficulties in speaking and understanding English.
I connect to the internet, but I don't like spending my days on the computer anymore. The fact of being able to stand on my legs, breath, walk, see, smell and hear is way more interesting thank a 17" monitor made of colored pixels.

Anyway I am still thinking about you all. Take care!

9 commenti:

  1. Please get well reaal soon. Your knowledge is missed on Expats and in your own blog. I will keep you in my prayers.

    RispondiElimina
  2. Oh no! :( I'm sorry to hear this, Paola. I do hope you get well soon!

    RispondiElimina
  3. I have missed you and when you do not post I have been worried. If I could be in Italy- I would take care of you my dear.

    Please let me know what is going on. I feel a little close to you since you are the same age as my own daughter.

    PLEASE< PLEASE take care of yourself.

    LOve,
    Terri

    RispondiElimina
  4. Anonimo5:32 AM

    E' un'esperienza che ho gia' provato. In bocca al lupo, ragazza, e spero tu ne esca presto. Fabio

    RispondiElimina
  5. that sucks feel better soon!

    RispondiElimina
  6. Hey, how are you feeling these days? I hope you're all better by now :)

    RispondiElimina
  7. Hi Paola, we miss you bella. Get well, don't worry about the internet world as your health is more important.

    take care of yourself before you take care of others.

    xoxxo
    Roxy

    RispondiElimina
  8. Hi Paola, we miss you bella. Get well, don't worry about the internet world as your health is more important.

    take care of yourself before you take care of others.

    xoxxo
    Roxy

    RispondiElimina
  9. Where are you? Are you okey?
    Terri

    RispondiElimina

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